I WAS SHATTERED AND WOUNDED, BUT...

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Good morning Team Diamond,
My name is Esther, from Delta State am 33 years Old, an HR manager. My dad is late and am the only child of my parents. I want to "finally"  share part of my story with people as you know the true and whole story already, because I feel God has always given us chances to be happy. And especially because of the lady that called this morning on Whispers saying God has abandoned her, I couldn't sleep after the show and I got the conviction to share.

While growing up I lived from one uncle to another uncle's house as I lost my dad when I was 3 and my mum was very sick to take care of me. It wasn't easy to copy because I went through a lot to survive with this families. My uncle's wives were the best mothers I could wish for and my uncles did their best to be my father. The only problem I had was my cousins. At the age 9 my cousins were sleeping with me already and sometimes two of them will do it in turn. This went on all through my primary and secondary school days and for as long as I stayed there. (My cousins were far older than me then)

I couldn't share my grieves with anyone as I didn't want my uncles to stop caring for me. Then one day I was reading the bible and I saw where the Bible says one shouldn't lie with their father's brother's son. That day I felt My life have ended because they always made it look like it was their right. I prayed and asked God for forgiveness and move back with my mum, thanking my uncles and their good wives for their care and love.

because of the exposure in sex, I was keeping boyfriends already from age 12 and at 15 I had my first abortion after the guy rejected it. Between the age of 15 to 25 I had done 8 abortions and its seems I was becoming a professional at it. The last one was so terrible that the doctor guaranteed me I will NEVER be able to have a child again. Each of this abortions I did because I was paying a price for the guys happiness. I wasn't sleeping around, I only had one boyfriend at a time and in total I dated 5 guys.

I was shattered and wounded because I felt I sacrificed too much for these men yet I couldn't enjoy it. Then I decided enough was enough, I wasn't gonna be with any man because the last relationship was suicidal. I prayed to God to help me for the last time and wash me clean. Suddenly I started feeling this great joy, unspeakable Mercy and restoration. Few months after I met a great guy, he wasn't bother about what I have gone through all he wanted was to Marry me and Love me. I wasn't ready as I thought it will be the same thing as other. I told him everything about my life and my past so he could gladly walk away and let me be peacefully, but he said "Am not marrying you to have kids for me but help me fulfill God's purpose in my Life" I felt My joy has over flown.

Six months on we were married and today we have 3 kids as a blessing from God.
Am sharing this story so the lady will Understand truly God doesn't abandon His Own! In all my weaknesses and sorrows, I found Healing and strength in Him. This is POSSIBLE for everyone who desires same.
This is just a little part from my true life story!

Please Note: Picture above isn't the person in the story!